Broken heart

So grateful that you broke my heart. It made look at how stupid I was. I love my husband now. I have back the man I married. He proved he could change back. He proved to me that I was valued. He proved to me that I was loved. He proved to me that you were a mistake. He is my man. He is my life. He is my love. I thank you for hurting me. I almost walked out on a good thing. Wow. Thankful and living in gratitude for a lost love and new start.

Cry

Why do I still cry when I think if you? The more time passes the more it hurts. I cant stand not knowing if you think of me. I love you seems so stupid to say to your picture. With tears in my eyes and my soul I want for you knowing I can never have you. Knowing you will never want me. Missing it all as I think of you.